I really don't see the point in keeping a blog anymore.
I can't seem to think of anything but depressing stuff. Not to mention not many people really respond to anything I write. I'm not sure if that means most of the people I respond too, don't bother to look at mine, or they really could care less. So if you would like some update's:
We are extending until June of 09, ( my spouse asked to be, even though he knows I want to be near my daughter), I don't get my daughter for more than 3 weeks this summer, because she needs to be someone playmate while they go to on vacation. And lets see, Oh yeah there's still snow and ice EVERYWHERE!
I don't have cute little pictures of my family to share, now that I think of it, its rather depressing looking at everyone else's family photo's. Or realizing that I wasn't invited to something that others are blogging about, when I thought I was a friend.
I started blogging to keep in touch with those
who have moved away. I do love seeing their picture's, but it's bittersweet, knowing that's the only contact I have to those once former great friends.
Life moves on.
I'm tired of trying to fit myself into other people's life. Hoping to find some sort of family.
Hopefully spring will bring me out of this bitter mood.
Until then.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
