I really don't see the point in keeping a blog anymore.
I can't seem to think of anything but depressing stuff. Not to mention not many people really respond to anything I write. I'm not sure if that means most of the people I respond too, don't bother to look at mine, or they really could care less. So if you would like some update's:
We are extending until June of 09, ( my spouse asked to be, even though he knows I want to be near my daughter), I don't get my daughter for more than 3 weeks this summer, because she needs to be someone playmate while they go to on vacation. And lets see, Oh yeah there's still snow and ice EVERYWHERE!
I don't have cute little pictures of my family to share, now that I think of it, its rather depressing looking at everyone else's family photo's. Or realizing that I wasn't invited to something that others are blogging about, when I thought I was a friend.
I started blogging to keep in touch with those
who have moved away. I do love seeing their picture's, but it's bittersweet, knowing that's the only contact I have to those once former great friends.
Life moves on.
I'm tired of trying to fit myself into other people's life. Hoping to find some sort of family.
Hopefully spring will bring me out of this bitter mood.
Until then.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
6 comments:
Oh, Stella. I have been so worried about you. I just have known something was wrong... You are way too beautiful to be feeling so down. I can to sit and cry with you. Lunch?
I am so sorry to hear that your feeling sad. I love your blog. I might not comment but I keep an eye out on your blog. It will be very sad if you give up your blog.
I would really appreciate Spring's arrival sometime soon! This crazy snow is not doing much for my state of mind... Seasonal depressions sets in about now for me ~
I love your blog - I might not be the greatest at commenting, but I do enjoy what you've posted and I check often for updates...
You are such an amazing, talented, thoughtful person. Don't let this blog business get you down!
I'm sorry you are down. That really stinks about the extension and your daughter.
Maybe an idea of a fun post would be to blog about something creative or a talent you have one day each week. I know you are extremly talented. Another idea is to post fashion advice/help. You always look great and could post some of your own outfits or fantasy outfits you find online.
Hope tomorrow is a better day. We go to the library every monday a.m. and you are always welcome to come and chat.
Stella dear,
PLEASE don't give up your fun blog! I'm not so good at commenting on a regular basis, but I love reading your posts! I think Zeeny's suggestions for furture posts is a great one--you are super talented and a fashion diva!!
So-o sorry to hear about the extension and that your sweet A won't be with you for long this summer!!
M is home from school today not feeling well, so we're spending the day in our jammies watching movies. I actually have the cell phone in my possession and I'm planning on calling you in a bit with some happy news!!
Hang in there!!!
Talk to you soon dear friend--Z
Oh. Your comments made me so sad. I hope you are feeling better. I actually appreciate your brutal honesty. Sometimes I think this blogging thing is not such a healthy thing for us women. If it makes you feel better, you are not alone in most of your comments. I can't relate to being away from my child but I can to other things. I think we should get together sometime. I'd like to get to know you better.
-Erin
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